The worst thing I can think of is emptiness on the other side. I sing think write and talk about death. I walk around and look like death. Death becomes me and all these tired phrases. Do you even remember what that was like? Before the walls came tumbling down around us. Before the cotton was pulled from our ears and we drowned in a sea of human stupidity and wickedness. Skin me alive. Tell me a lie.
Lonely Lonely.
Skin me alive. Do me a line or I'll live forever.
I just wish for one day we could fuck and put drugs in our mouths and not have the gods watching over us. He wants you all to himself you know. No new ideas or room for improvement. He wants you all to himself you know. No time for lovers or joyous occasions. I like it here floating on the assumption that heir is no hereafter.
Skin me alive do me a line.
Lonely Lonely
Skin me alive tell me a lie or I'll live forever.
Saint Peter is not watching over my shoulder. I fear nothing can ever stop me now. Sinful appetites can never be sated. Sinful bellies can never be full. A friend asked me once if this was hell on earth. I said, "Hey man it's not so bad at least we're not in physical pain!" Do you even remember what that was like? Let's put things in our blood to make us feel alive. Forty dollar habit working overtime. Maybe it would be better if we went back to the way it was. Before we found out just how small we are and nothing i say will ever make a difference.
credits
from white savages live,
track released April 1, 2011
, kristin gentilcore photo editing, Ben terrible photographer
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